To a classmate who I haven't said thank you

Actually, I don’t want to write things now. I don’t want to do anything recently. I just want to stay quietly. But staying like this is not the way. I should do something to break this situation. Moreover, I have written some articles. My experience Yes, as long as I start to write, I will write something more or less, so I started writing this article.

I am not good at saying thank you, just like some people are not good at apologizing. I am like this. Whether it is in front of friends or classmates, and whether it is favored or favored by others, I am not used to thanking others. I am not accustomed to others saying thanks to me. I know this is a polite word, but as soon as I hear this word, I feel that people have become detached. Maybe I still can’t accept that university is a society. I always feel that the word thank you is What is used in society is not suitable for use in universities, at least I think so.

Because I am not used to saying thank you, I missed many opportunities to say thank you. However, I know clearly that when I am beneficiary, I am grateful. Lu Chunxiao is a classmate of my university. You should know that she is a girl by the name, but in fact she is a real girl. Now think about it, she should be the first girl I met and contacted after entering the university. It is also the comparison of our class. Few girls who like them have forgotten how they were when they first met, but the overall impression has left a fixed image in my mind. From the outside, she is a little girl. It is very appropriate to use Xiaojiabiyu to describe her. Not to mention now, maybe the original impression is better. Maybe it is because everyone was relatively young in the past two years. She looked very simple at the time. The clothes I wear are also very neat, mostly light-colored clothes, plus a thin figure, a white and thin face, and a soft short hair. I really can't think of anything more suitable than a pure little girl to describe her, and Her hands match the small characters very well. They are thin, small and white. When I went to Dinghushan to go to the countryside in my freshman year, I discovered this deeply. I wrote a travel note at the beginning, and I don’t know if I included them. . From the outside, such a little girl should make many boys dedicate their desire for protection.

In addition to the appearance, she is also relatively pure on the inside. She is very helpful and lacks the narrow heart of girls, which I admire very much. I remember that time I moved to a classmate, who was a rich fellow. Her things were so messy, she organized one package after another, but it was still messy, and the space did not get smaller at all, so I had to Xiang Chunxiao The dormitory borrowed a duffel bag, that is, at this moment, Chun Xiao made a move. After a short time of sorting out, seeing her neatly sorting things out, more than half of the space was saved. My admiration was suddenly stunned. Sheng, I thought at the time that if I don’t get married in the future, I must find such a nanny. Of course, Chun Xiao’s kind heart was also reflected in me. At the end of the second trip to the countryside, I had a severe cold, and my nose almost lost its most basic function. Only smoking can prove that it can be ventilated. At that time, it could be said to be. I was so uncomfortable, I thought I would never catch a cold again. It seemed that the second day after I returned to school, Chun Xiao sent me a large package of medicine. At that time, she was actually very moved. She also asked me why I didn’t say thank you to her. Ah, I want to say it too, but I can’t say it, because I’m afraid that after I say it, we will be alienated immediately, but it turns out that we are still alienated, and now I can’t analyze the reason, or I don’t want to recall it at all. The reason, I just remember that I was in an emotional crisis at the time, and no one wanted to care. I disconnected from many people, including Chunxiao. I think that would make me a lot easier. I don't want to mention whether it is easy or not.

That is to say, I have only recently started to have some contact with Chunxiao again. Although it feels not as good as before, it is still pretty good. I can feel that she has some changes. It may be a change that I don't like, so I don't want to record it. , I like the original her. I believe that everyone will meet someone like Chunxiao. I usually don’t think it is important, but it is actually very important. I didn’t realize it, but now I realize it. Whenever I encounter difficulties in a particular field, I will always Thinking of her, as long as I ask her for help, she is often able to help, although sometimes the process of her help is a little awkward, there is no way, little girls have common silly problems. I have read some articles saying that if you are used to someone being nice to you, you can't feel her kindness. I think I am like this. Every time I ask her for help, I take it for granted, as if she is my clone. Or part of it, as if I did something for myself, as it should be. It wasn't until recently that my first love in college started hurriedly and then hurriedly came to an end.I realized that except for my family and closest friends, who is obligated to treat another person free of charge?

Fortunately, now I dare to look directly at my emotional world. If in the past, I would not have the guts to write these thoughts. I was ashamed to express these things, but now I am not at all anymore. I think this is the most real person. The most beautiful thing, why should we suppress its growth? On the contrary, not only should it not be the case, we should also praise it vigorously.

Today I talked to Chunxiao about graduation. She was surprised that I would also lament this kind of question. I replied that I am not a person without feelings. It seems cynical and disrespectful. In fact, I treat many things with sincerity, including every emotional experience. I am about to graduate. I really feel that parting is getting closer and closer. Of course, sadness is inevitable. In order to keep these memories that I think are good, I choose to record them in words, and they will be transmitted to the online world, because I I feel that this method can be preserved for the longest time. As long as the Internet age does not end, I can check the memories I have written down at any time, even if I am old enough to be demented.

I want to record every person who has left a mark in my life. Maybe the brain will forget one day that these people have appeared in my life, but when I see these records, I believe I can remember Memories of the past. Looking back on the original days, so many beautiful things were neglected and gradually forgotten, and then I tried to recall them, but found that the picture has become very blurred, and now it seems that there are many shortcomings.

People who follow me may find that most of the content I currently record is about girls, including this time about Chunxiao. It is not that I have a prejudice against boys or that I have no influence in my life. It is just because of boys. There is no such rich emotional intersection between boys and girls. Of course, I am also considering. In the future, I will write some records about boys or other things, such as about my roommate Tang Xingxing, and honest Pu Jia, these are all good friends.

I believe that I have many years to live, many things to do, and many people will touch me. Whenever I meet these people, I will show them in a beautiful way to record them. Thanks to them.

Thank you again, Chunxiao, for your touch and help!